the Ether Bunny (ninjalicious) wrote,
the Ether Bunny
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Phantasmagoria, disected

I think today is something akin to the first day of the rest of my life. Or rather, the first day of real recovery from my most recent dilemmas. I wrote a rather uncharacteristically revealing explanation of my innards to the Ninja today, and already, I feel quite a bit better. I don't know for sure yet if it's the more fleeting sense of serenity I seem to be experiencing lately, or if it's more permanent. But it honestly feels like the latter. Hopefully my instinct is correct in this. I need peace. I've been treating emotions like drugs too much these days. Getting all tripped up, coming down hard, jonsing, repeat. Maybe I should do more real drugs, to alleviate the craving for faux ones...
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