August 15th, 2001

Ninja's Adventures in Canadaland

My g0d. I knew it would be hard. I knew I would cry. I was not prepared for how hard or how much or FOR FUCK'S SAKE WHY DOES IT STILL FEEL LIKE FUCKING HOME TO ME?! How can I look at him and nothing's changed? How can I feel so comfortable in a place I haven't lived for 6 months? What the fuck is wrong with me and how am I supposed to forget him? This isn't right. How am I supposed to even look at anyone else and say I care... how can I be with anyone when I know I can't get over the FUCKING DEMON?
  • Current Music
    Barenaked Ladies - Old Apartment (suprise, suprise!)

{insert goth lameness here}

"He didn't say anything, but he was looking at me as if to say, 'Haha, I stole your girlfriend, and then threw her away when I was done with her.'"

"I've fallen in love with you. I promised myself I'd never say that again, but I did."

"Don't tell anyone, but I don't wanna be a makeup artist."

"I heard he just told you to get out?"

"So what do you think of Nicki?"

"It's re-g0ddamned-diculous."

"You look great. In fact you look like a million bucks."

"(excuse the quasi-morbid curiosity =P)"
  • Current Music
    Moxy Fruvous - King of Spain

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This is for everyone that I have ever loved
Remember well
I will never love again

This is to everything that I have ever touched
Remember well
I will never touch again

All that I held dear
All has disappeared

To the hope I carried every second of everyday
I release you
I hope no more

To whoever it was that I prayed everyday
Wherever you are
I ask no more

All that I held dear
All has disappeared

This is for everyone that I have ever loved
Remember well
I will never love again

~Remember Well, Human Drama

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"I miss that angry little halfling with a binder next to me saying 'I'm not playing with anybody else, I hate everyone else in Ontario.'"
  • Current Music
    first one to complain leaves with a bloodstain