May 6th, 2001


I feel so terrified to move, too timid to do anything other than drive around thinking about what I could be doing, paralyzed from any forward motion.

It's worse than when I spiraled down the job ladder by quitting whenever I peaked, now I haven't even been getting past the Welcome phase before my foot is out the door. I hamstring myself, I cower, I long. My shoulder has been hurting with stress pangs.
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