There are tense parts of my brain that feel more relaxed right now than I can recall in too many years. And right now, I feel so peaceful.. the air cooling, feeling so damn good inside, and watching the blue bunny lights reflect across the skyline. The current wrongness of my vehicular situation aside, I still enjoy looking out at the Center City lights for reasons I have yet to nail down. Probably due to when I used to drive home at nights, feeling the imminent relaxation and "homeness" as I sped headlong into these lights.
Somehow, I managed not to stab anyone today, including myself.