the Ether Bunny (ninjalicious) wrote,
the Ether Bunny

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were it not that I have bad dreams

My sleep is shifting again. I wake up during the night, usually for no reason. I become exhausted and sometimes sleep during the day. And my dreams.. my dreams evade me like the odd man out of an inside joke. I haven't reached the point of zero recollection, and I doubt I would. But more often than not lately, instead of waking up either remembering a dream or remembering nothing at all, I wake up feeling like I was dreaming, almost doubtless in my mind, but there is nothing there to show for it. Sometimes my hair is twisted into such knots I've needed to buy an additional leave-in conditioner to unwind it. I even had to snip a tiny knotted piece one time, which is unthinkable to me, I am used to and skilled at standard detangling. Sometimes my heart is just pounding, and I would think if whatever was playing on my mind was that intense, surely I'd have some lingering awareness. But there is nothing but myself, confused and awake.

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